F**king school

Arghhhhhh. So, I’m sitting at home, just had my usual lunch and i’m really comfortable. I love food. I view a WhatsApp status that piques my interest and sends me to my class group. Then, boom. A slam of results that are out in my face. I mean, damn. I lose my cool. I get up from the floor and lie on the bed. I hate suspense so i google immediately. Meanwhile, my stupid tecno had other plans. It freezes constantly and increases my anxiety. I mean school related stuff? When I’ve been on a forced Covid19 related vacation for four months? ANXIETY!!!!

Anyway, bottom line, I check finally and wow(not the good wow😪), the best done in my head has close to the lowest mark and the unconsidered one is the best. Huh?! This proves i suffer from too much confidence and lack of confidence at the same time. I hope law school won’t make me lose my mind. I won’t dwell on it though so help me God. What’s done is done. Also, school is a frenemy. I just cannot believe this sh**.

Love, Victoria