Every now and then I question my purpose in life. I question my sense of self. I don’t typically like to be left alone with my thoughts. They terrify me. Why? Because I am a big thinker. Not a great thinker. There is a difference. Today however is a good day. My thoughts are apprehensive …
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This pretty little life🤍
I know my writing is erratic but this is more of a public diary. It is more needed on some days than others. Anyway, this beautiful life ought to shine. It is imperfect. Quite incomplete and unfulfilled. It is not my place to say how, when or what. I must believe though that I will …
Reminiscence❤️
I vaguely remember a time when certain things meant a lot to me. I did not value the beauty found in simplicity. Everything I wanted and I knew I must have then was so complex. Such things do not matter to me anymore. A part of me loves that I love friendships, family, the joy …
A New Town
Well, I have truly missed this. Anyway, I’m in Mbarara. Kyamugorani to be specific. I’m doing LDC. Yayyyy! I love it here. I love my friends. I love my room. I like the food. I like the weather too. Sometimes though, I feel overwhelmed and anxious. Studying is hard. Especially here. I miss simplicity. The …
The “New year “
Since the COVID year(2020), everything has been a blur and it’s not due to my lack of optimism because that, I have in plenty. I have just been struggling with this life thing too much. I don’t know if I’ll survive being an independent adult (I will obviously, duh! Just being extra so you get …
Dad 💕.
I miss you at times like this. I would tell you about this project I am doing and I’d be excited about what I might get out of it. you’d be so proud of me and I would feel it in the way your voice cracks. Not the way it does when one is about …
After shock.
Before my father died, he was unwell for a really long time. I used to dread the moment that he would breathe his last. I would think about it a lot. I would try to take my mind off it but I couldn’t. Whenever I went to school, I was too scared to come home …
Memory lane.
I don’t remember who I was 3 – 4 years ago. No. I vaguely remember who I was. Actually, it is pretty simple. I don’t want to remember. The memories are beautiful but they cause me pain because the reality is much different now. Funny how a younger me was exhilarated about the idea of …
Assurances.
I am treading on a shaky ground. No. I am running in unknown territory. I feel glad. I’m happy. But who knows how long happiness ever lasts. All this talk of ‘True happiness never ends’. I don’t believe it. Everything has an end. Whether good or bad. I guess that’s the silver lining. The fact …
Tweny tweny(2020)
The blessing in disguise. The year I made 20. The triple twenties definitely meant something to me. This was my year. Not a favourite year though and not just because of the cliché covid 19. It was much more than that. A rollercoaster. Anyway, the beautiful 2020 has taught me that life is not all …
Ramblings of a sane woman 